An hour before my midterm

So two things that I need off my chest. Actually three.

1. When people you wave at someone, you expect a wave (or at least a smile) back, right? Then what the hell is up with that half-ass wave, where the hand is still hanging down still below their waist and he/she just lifts their wrist slightly high enough to barely make out a waving motion. It's basically a gesture suggesting that they are too good to give you an authentic wave, to be too embarrassed to give a full-on wave. Now I'm not talking going crazy with the wave of excitement, but something more than a lift of a wrist and kinda pretending not to see you if you didn't see them first. Double you tee eff.

2. When someone asks you to be an audience, do you give helpful suggestions or only pour out positive endearings, even though what you think you have to say may be beneficial? I guess if it's a couple minutes before a big event of theirs, you should probably just shut your mouth and do the latter. But for the people that actually mean a lot to you and that you want to do well, wouldn't you want to give them the best advice and to see them do their best!? At least for me, I want helpful suggestions. Then you realize it always comes down to how you phrase your comments. There's no time for that much thinking of what diction to use all the time!!! Gah the complications of the games people's minds play!

and lastly,

3. I haven't blogged for a while. I miss the therapy it gives me. It's the best vent outlet, and it's to anyone who cares enough to read this mind diarreah of mine. Maybe then should change BS to DS.

and maybe I should probably start cramming for this midterm.